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2008-May-16 - CATCH A RISING STAR




Subtitled: “Guerillas in the Midst … of Perfection”

Every e mail or application to serve me that I open, I’m not filled with disdain and boredom like the part time, poser dommes on the Internet, doing this to get some gas money for the weekend. As much as I have experienced, and as high as my standards are, the purity of my mission and significance of the role I grow to fill in a world needing a Goddess like myself keeps me from being jaded. A good ruler does not sacrifice for his citizens, however, his or her great mind must be aware of them, how lost they would be without him, and their hidden potential. That is, after all, how the greater part of the greatest domains prospered, especially European rules.

And so it is that I open emails with a hope that some unknown Slave/Servant/Applicant impresses me with his/her expression, devotion, or effort. Imagination may be the key ingredient, language, location, personal history, purity of servitude, need for my wicked genius, appearance, vocation – these are but a few ingredients that make one of you stand out from the many. BUT, the two ingredients that most catch my eye are effort and originality. Ergo this picture above. One new Servant in Training promised me he would do all he could in his small way to spread the word that there is one Goddess of Erotic Mind Control and Painful Pleasure worth experiencing. He went out and acted upon it, showing me that he’s not just words and empty devotion.

This won’t be a long blog, because it has a definite point, which I will get to later. I’ll precede this by telling you how power of a supernatural level gets poured into one Woman.

First of course must come the natural “shape” of the mind, soul, aura, and body – it must all seem pre-designed by the Dark/Light forces to attract the (sexual) energy and souls of those lost without a Goddess (though they may not know it yet.) I was born with this body and face … my actions even since young always drew upon the idea that women in control are the most powerful of all humans … my mind absorbed my stimulus and seemed to arrange it to accord with building personal confidence and power … and then came my natural budding into a Woman of Authority. What occurred then is what is occurring now on a grander scale. I began to absorb the sexual energy and souls of mostly men but some women who seem designed to “plug into” my many manifestations of my Erotic Soul – they became part of my Entity of Sexual Power. It’s hard to explain, but maybe if you can remember your first overwhelming kiss, that is how it felt when I first experienced someone actually surrendering his Erotic Mind to me completely. Fast forward a few years, and if the union reaches full maturity, it is more like when the Highlander beheads his foe and “there can be only one” occurs.

Now, I don’t want to run around lopping off heads only to find they are like dud firecrackers, fizzling then just lying there. No, that’s a waste of good head – and good head (especially when applied between the legs of Your Goddess on the end of a talented tongue) should not be belittled. [Though I have heard others call that Giving Goddess Face – kinda cute, I’ll have to use that in Asia, where it’s so important to Save Face. Hmmm, yes, that is a cause worth donating toward. Who else but your Goddess should exclaim within the busy Seoul and Tokyo underground … ““Save Face” before too many men who don’t know what the fuck they are doing down there ruin a good thing! Put Face back into the hands of women powerful enough to demand it’s done right. Spread the talent for the sake of all women and (delivering and enjoying) men/slaves!”]

That was a public and pubic service announcement from our sponsor. Back to my diatribe and YOUR MISSION.

I wait to take head from those worshippers who are impressing me with their initiative to serve me and make my life greater. Not just richer, greater. Greater is good for all of you . Greater means that more worshippers have come to me, surrendered their energy, and added to my Entity. This Entity is what transforms you – its power, that is. It is a bit like the magic that happens when an amazingly talented Front Man Singer for a band absorbs his first huge stadium performance of energy directed at him, and it transforms him into a superstar. While I am the superstar, you all could be shining stars, if you apply your mind and some time to serving your Goddess.

CATCH A “SUPERSTAR” MEANS YOU! Shine for me, and you’ll be snatched out of the darkness and be lying under the smouldering, smothering sna – ahem, one moment, the sexual high I get from knowing what I’ll subject you to spurred me too fast for your mind to handle. Some words you only hear when I am above you and my passion for dominance releases the words you’re dying to hear as you physically serve me and suffer my painfully erotic rewards.

The Servant who wrote the above Guerilla Advertising for me caught my attention 100% and I was VERY pleased with him. He has no idea the time I have spent designing his path to transformation because of this. But he will find out, as I present to him assignments, conditionings, and rewards that consume him and his soul and sexual energy as much as it makes him into what he said he wanted me to make him into. His ability to enjoy his fetishes and simultaneously serving me will grow ten-fold. Imagine if you have a foot fetish … and your Goddess could magnify your rewards so much? All by using some imagination, and being bold enough to display your devotion to me.

So here is my mission. All you new Applicants for my attention, sexual gratification, and mind control: find ways to use Guerilla Advertising to display my website to people who might hit on it. As you all know, once hits reach a critical mass, they explode in popularity, and I am experiencing phase two of this. Let’s say there are a few more phases. Your Goddess Wants Them!

IMPRESS ME WITH YOUR IMAGINATION AND DEVOTION. ENGAGE IN SOME GUERILLA ADVERTISING. Now, I’m not actually telling you to go out and do illicit graffiti. What you do is your own business. Any way you display my website though will be recognized for its daring, position in public (high traffic area, celebrity areas, media areas) and its creativity. Hmmm, anyone care to find out if the Goodyear Blimp will let a bondage and erotic mind control fly over the World Series? Let’s re-design the blimp to look like one of my incredible full breasts on one end, and the strap on of mine that you’re dying to swallow on the tail end. Oh, it’s sooooo good to be Goddess with an imagination and the followers who feed it! This is making me quite warm and moist in the right areas. I’ll have to summon that creative Servant and make him do the things on cam that fill my mind with power and sexual climax soon. SOON. Damn, the feeling I know you’ll have when you go out spreading my power sexes me up! Hmm, can I type and force my nipples into my spike studded corset without leaving a scratch on this flushing breast flesh … wait, got to take a moment’s break to lick that light scratch right above my nipple. (pause) Better, but …. Mmmm, another lick won’t hurt.

What do you get for it? The one who impresses me most will not only be immediately in the hot seat of my erotic eye, but will get one hour of private voice on the phone with his Goddess, culminating with 15 minutes of free private webcam. Any more and he might mentally and sexually “fry”.

GOTTA GO! I’m on fire! Time to take over a mind, body, and soul! SIZZZZZZZLE!
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2008-May-16 - Your Global Goddess



I knew it was only a matter of time before my website hit “critical mass.” By that I mean, so many people in the erotic hypnosis and mind control dome world spread word it was the most elaborate, artistic, real, and truly powerful website for men and women destined to surrender to a woman of authority. The growth was small at first, then hit a new plateau … then another one a month ago … and suddenly in the last week my original hits doubled … and doubled again. This will continue, I’m sure.

The most exciting aspect of this is reaching truly deserving new Servants, Slaves, Cumsluts, Experiments, and Saphireists. If you get any attention from me, then you can be assured that I am testing your commitment and ability to stay with the demands I put upon you in the way of conditioning, assignments, tributes, obedience, and a willingness to enter into a new phase in our life. Maybe I have not stressed this enough. IF YOU ACCEPT ME AS YOUR GODDESS AND THE SUPREME MIND CONTROL MASTER OF EROTIC REALMS, YOUR NORMAL FORMER LIFE WILL BE BUT A SPEC COMPARED TO THE POWER AS A SAPHIREIST.

With my talents spreading ,and my popularity rising, I can be even more discriminating. More demanding. And, in return ,as more surrender their sexual energy to me, I become more powerful. There is a force in this world that pours into only a few Goddess Domination Geniuses, and this force enters me more and more with every mind and soul I absorb into my Entity. It is nearly mythic in potential. Yet it is quite simple. When so many men and women surrender their will and sexual energy to you, some of it does end up being absorbed by me. It is not unlike “public charisma” which builds as the speaker, politician, rock star, or movie idol becomes an obsession and leader among those seeking something to believe in as supreme, superior, or a guiding light.

My website has suddenly become popular in Europe and Asia. I find it fascinating though normal for me to transcend different languages and customs to deliver the utmost in erotic mind control and total body and mind transformation into a deeply satisfied Servant or Slave. Each far reaching interaction feeds more unique power into me. Men are men all over the world, yet, it takes a master in mind control and domination to maximize your progress toward your goal of complete dissolve into my powers.

This day, a submissive man from Korea made a solid plea to be worthy of my attention. I know far more about Asian lifestyle than most American Dommes, because most are posers, and this hurts the future of this submissive as much as the entire arena of mind control. So when some man or woman makes such effort to prove his value to me, I give it intense focus for greater effects. He has no idea how much farther my powers extend past the normal bound and gagged and penetrated sessions he might have fantasies of or has experienced. It is the mind and soul, the entire being, that surrenders to me, not just the flesh. I refuse to be masturbation material for eager eyes of feeble minds. He has been accepted on the condition of passing my first several assignments. If he passes the test, he will enter a new deeper level of surrender, and enjoy the rewards that come with it. The secret experiences I have awaiting will literally blow his mind. He will not be the same if he continues, and will never want to go back. Those around him may never know his transformation, but it will be no less amazing than a second birth.

What we accomplished so far is that he proved how consistent and serious he was about being considered as a special Submissive by purchases every trance and assignment he could on NiteFlirt. That was his intro. When he saw my sight it blew his mind. He sent sincere open emails to me, explaining his life and concerns. He is married, and wants his family life undisturbed. Yet for the first time his sexual life was ignited with me. And just with the slightest focus of my powers onto his life. I gave him the first level of conditioning – blue balls, or orgasm denial, that involved intense arousal. This will continue for days until it begins to literally change his body chemistry and mind to become even more addicted to my beauty and power. He needs this, he needs a massive jump start to his sex drive, health, and release. This he knows will be tied to self bondage, and other techniques. I enjoy his ability to express himself. He will go far, even though I have just recently approved his application as a Servant. He’s willing to spare with the time, focus, and money it takes to completely re design his sexual being and service attitude toward women. He’ll enjoy it more than anything he experienced in his entire life – he already knows this in just a day. OH, and even if he were a true visionary, he could only foresee less than 10% of the incredible experiences I have awaiting him. If he does end up lasting through my guidance (and he will) then I am considering being flown to Seoul for a few days so that I can take him four or five levels deeper into control and two or three levels up in sexual hypnotic reward. Oh yes, he’ll get more than he bargained for … he has no idea … but will love it. I will become his reason for getting up in the morning, for being a good father, for his hard work, and for his sexual identity.

My other foreign hopeful I am considering among the many is an Italian – quite masculine and fit. I like that, though it is not necessary . It just gives me a few other options. This man started out thinking he could play around for my attention, but after being cut off and trying other fakes out there, he came crawling back. What is most appealing is his ability to bring foreign women to me, for a three way mind control orgasmic life changing spiral down into my realm of absolute sexual experience.

To help you foreign men and women align your goals and needs and hungers with my requirements, I will present a few of the basics that need to be met before I take you seriously.

   1. Honesty, in commitment, who you are, why you are doing this, and what you see in me as superior. You are “trying out” for an elite group of men and women who seek the greatest level of state of the art mind control and dominance by a woman who honestly makes other dommes on the Internet (save a few) look beastly.
   2. Servitude. You must be willing to either be your submissive self, or allow me to fully turn you into one who is filled with humble recognition, and drawn to serve me.
   3. Respect. While I do not expect you all to never question my movements or commands, for the curious mind sometimes needs things explained, I do not enjoy being “tested” by Servants. It is “bullshitting”. I have no time for that. While you look at it as a great way to get my attention for a few hours, I look at it as energy wasted on a thankless jerk.
   4. Photo stealers. Do not ask me for photos or other media not on my site. I am far too savvy to fall for people who want to steal my images.
   5. Jerk off Kings. Regardless of your language and foreign tricks, I am very aware of all your tricks to keep a woman of my beauty on line or on the phone. No, I will not pretend that I do not know you’re just “chatting up a stacked chick” so you can blow your load. I am here for a superior experience, a life changing event in my Servants, for the earned pleasure of owning your mind and soul, and to gain power from you. Sincerely and with massive authority – Fuck Off.
   6. Money. Look at me. I could have a dozen multi millionaires in New York shelling out a half million a year in gifts if I wanted to be around these egotistical pigs who have not learned to surrender to female authority. And even with those who can surrender thusly, my taste is for many, not just a few millionaires. My realm will spread like a religion, not a call girl phone book. But I do have extremely expensive tastes. To fill out a $2,000 dress with my incredible breasts and stunning Goddess ass is something I have advanced to enjoy. Yes, I will truly appreciate any decent gift sent to me, down to $35.00 Victoria Secret gifts. But, I need my special domination dress, toys, and the other high ticket items that my life enjoys. While you may not be able to spend that much on a dress, I cannot spend time with a cheapskate unwilling to change his life enough to include me in it. I have Servants incredibly pleased by the decision to give me $300-600 of their quite normal middles class paycheck in return for how greatly I have changed their lives. They finally embrace and enjoy their fetishes on a whole new realm of reality. No one else could bring that to them. I have transformed them. Considering that it is nearly impossible for a person to change, really, the work I do on them is no less than a Goddess of mythology is able to control in this universe. If you are a foreign man or woman, know that my time costs money. How much? That is always personal. But start with my Inductions, let them start to transform you, and you will find greater tributes to me in the future seem like the deal of a lifetime. That is an understatement.
   7. Travel. I am asked to travel far more than I could possible allow. Many times I take my laptop on the trip and sign on to keep in touch with my followers on the site, so few of you know when I do travel to see a worthy enslaved soul. I do not let this interfere with my dedication to whomever I am visiting. How did they get so lucky? First class travel and hotel is a start. Money paid for my time will surely be a thousand dollars a day, for your sessions with me will be potent, the type that would take weeks to survive if you lived near me. I will take you many levels up into my realm of control and pleasure in return. The most frequent Saphirists who see me regularly go far beyond that in expenses, some of them simply giving me a credit card, or an envelope of money in a tasteful way that is not my pay, it’s just funny money to spend on clothes. You do not need to be a millionaire or compete dollar for dollar with these men and women, but, if you expect me to visit you, then you must balance their money with something else of higher value. We will discuss this personally as each Saphireists hopeful is unique.

This should give you some idea as to what to expect if you wish me to take special interest in you. Travel is wonderful, and I expect to spend more time soon in the air and in dungeons I create from your locations.

It’s wonderful being a Woman of Authority. 
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2008-May-16 - Experiment In Obsession

I rule over men, and understand their weaknesses. I wonder if I were a mere man how long I could delay falling into my ensnaring beauty. So many men fail in their first second to qualify as someone I respect due to the way they nearly explode with attention to my body and face. It’s the ones who respond to my power that have a chance. Men cannot prevent their body from responding with arousal, but their mind needs to be more complex to trap for it to be a truly engaging interaction. And that only happens when they pay attention to smaller details than my firm, swaying breasts. I don’t have the time or the desire usually to spend seducing someone from afar. But a scene with my neighbor opened the door to some truly devilish corruption.

My lifestyle and personality do not mix well with the Welcome Wagon set. Since moving into my house three years ago, while I am cordial to my neighbors and give them nods and smiles, I do not know any of their names. I can correctly flesh out their lives by no more than a few minutes a month seen dragging their kids’ bikes into the garage or picking up their mail. Then this whole theory that my neighbors could offer me nothing changed with the people living to the right and behind me as the street curves.

Behind my house is a deck that extends from my exercise bedroom past the family room toward the kitchen. Windows all over. Both two stories, my master bedroom upstairs. I had caught glimpses of the boy being raised by a stay at home mother and traveling father His name I heard called many times by an out-of-touch mom … it’s Peter - finishing up high school, learning to drive. The whole family quite conservative in dress, car, d?cor, holidays. I had heard that both parents were the most vocal at Mormon Church meetings that targeted the demon on homosexuality (horrors)! Fine, they were not interesting to me, and I just ignored them. As for Peter? I’m not attracted to boys, it’s like he doesn’t exist.

Regularly, I go down to do my workout sometimes in the early evening … you know, twilight, when lights are not on inside yet, and you can see a grey-ish reality inside houses and shadows through their windows? So I never thought I was under spotlight. And there are shrubs and a few trees in between our houses. I work out in a tight leotard, and sometimes even a thong and tank top if I’m doing yoga. My body gets worked up, slick with the sheen of the sort of energy that comes out of me when my body is being pushed physically into things I like (such as positions of power, such as domination clothing, such as upon my pedestal of Goddess reign.) There is a stationary bicycle, some weights, a mat. On one wall there is a space where I had a carpenter set up a movable wall that has horizontal dowelling rods set up every 6 inches. Usually this is used so for sit ups, and the sit up deck can be raised higher for a better work out. I tried that, but my breasts, being so full, would be so close to my chin and mouth that I couldn’t decide whether to enjoy them with my tongue or do sit ups, but GOD does it get me hot to feel these beauties swell up and show their full control over you. [Hmm, I might just have to take a break soon to remind myself … hmm, should set up a strong submissive visitor, bind him to the wall, make him watch, and hang a 5 lb. weight off his cock, telling him if he can get fully erect with that weight he can slide the cock I now control between my breasts as long as I am in a dominant position over him … and force him to hold it there fully erect for 15 minutes without moving while I stroke my strap on to infuse the idea that taking my strap on is tied to my perfection … oh, I shouldn’t blurt out my idle thoughts, just a Goddess notation for wickedness put down on paper, back to my story.]

I knew that at times Peter, and even his mother, watched me in the back yard if I took a call out there, or when I moved around some flower pots. My barbeque is also out there, but I let my servants tend the fires. They get enough heat from me inside, they’re used to it. Still, I had so little interest in the neighbors that they were like ghosts. Then of course there is my lifestyle that I live. If I left all my windows open, neighbors would be shocked at the endless parade of men in leather masks, infant attire, crossdressing, or naked and used as whipping boys or furniture. Not to mention the 5 Princesses that either are being educated in the ways of mind and body control over men, or are now serving me as Slaves. To see them begging for a chance to prove their oral skills on me, both of us dressed in lingerie? I would have an endless stream of men at my door to borrow sugar, and women ready to run me over as they drive past. [Perhaps I teach them ALL hypnosis for a fee, yes, like a Property Fee they have in condos, to keep things growing in the best way. Another Goddess note.] So I keep all blinds closed. But our close quarters led to a surprise a month ago.

Peter showed up after 2 years of college, his entire look and body had changed. Muscles, decent hair cut, better clothes, better music blaring when his parents were away. But I still was not aroused by him. So little mind to feed off of, so … VANILLA. Then one day the door to their guest wing flies open. (They have a long, wrapping property and added on this guest wing that is closest to my house.) Peter used this wing for his violin practicing before college, and when coming back, dropped the violin I guess in favor of Guitar Hero, which he’s actually pretty good at in an Osmands way. He had been brave enough to play in front of a window when I was out back – surely to get my attention. So this one day, I see a limousine pull into their driveway. Curious, and rare in this hood. I’m instructing a servant on where to put the groceries his generously bought me, so my garage door was open to see this arrival. I’m back in the kitchen, and looking out the back window when Peter sprints out with his arms full of magazines. He tosses them into the garbage can and bolts back inside. Only seconds behind him appear this Morman Minister from some foreign country, not sure where, but he did not speak English. He and his family were going to take over the guest wing of the house, only the weekend, but Peter obviously was hiding this. So in an hour, they left for church (how nice, you can always count on religious folks for closet cases.) And what do I find in their trash? About $300 of gay and bisexual fetish porn. Yes, it seems Peter is not so Vanilla after all. And with them, a letter to the magazine, asking how afraid he is now that he’s identified his fetishes. He wanted to be dominated, wanted the taste of a hard cock slick with pre cum in his mouth, wanted to be penetrated, cock ball torture, the works! And to top it off, he does not want to go on their family mandatory two year religious mission now that he is overwhelmed with a desire to feel a whip lashing his ass while his nipples are clamped. He was quite specific, and when he talked of paying a woman all he had in savings if she would only force him to serve as her foot slave … well, didn’t that make me moist in the right places? I didn’t realize it, but while reading his letter, I instinctively strolled over to my slave, used a finger to signal him to my ankles, and had him licking his way to approval … all the while fingering the dildo he was just finished cleaning … hmm, the joys of strolling in a Goddess home. [Why is my mind wandering to such erotic ideas today? Must be the sudden warm spell.]

Suddenly Peter got a whole lot more interesting to me. For purely devilish reasons, yes, but, also to save Peter from a hellish life lived to please other people. For his last lines said that his craving are so great he would rather die than never experience them. [And who says a dominant woman doesn’t give back to the weak? I saved his ass either from a hellish life without his fetish, or afterlife in hell for secretly being a Bisexual submissive –oh, wait, he could escape hell if he sucked the cock of every minister between him and salvation, I forgot how that works – HAHA.]

I had a schedule of Real Time (R/T) slaves and Servants in training to choose from. But for the most part, I wanted to enjoy this myself. The idea of manipulating him to make his own surrender to his true self was getting me wet the more I thought of it. That first night, I watched his routines – which windows he passed in front of, what views he has, when he sleeps, etc. Then I also placed my props in the right places in the house . On the last night of the visiting Minister, they had planned a special dinner for 6. I waited for just before then to appear. I caught Peter in his room walking in front of the window. I turned on the light in the work out room. I was doing my stretches … but with one of those hard phallic foam tubes that you roll over – 4 feet long and 4 inches wide, bendable but also firm. Only I was not just rolling over it on my side or thigh. I made sure that this tube fell securely between my legs … and in that second when he stopped in front of the window, I knew the hook was set. And to slide the tube between my legs, squeeze it, and then press it between my heaving breasts while arching my back hit all the erogenous zones. My routine of rocking on it sent the message to him. Yet, it is no fun for me to give him a quick jerk off. My first lesson would be release denial and craving. I made sure I disappeared within seconds. He turned off his light to watch, but I had timed it to match dinner. And I could feel his torment as he said, “Be right down, Mom” three times before finally giving up his dark perch as a voyeur. Of course I turned on the bright light again once he was seated to torment him during dinner.

Later, from my bedroom, I could see him in the front yard, being forced to stand in pictures with the visiting Minister for an hour. I kept on turning on the light in my bathroom, then my bedroom … knowing it was driving him crazy. Finally he gets to his private area …the guest room which I heard him loudly offer to clean up … and my lights go dark. Hah! But the fun came in the middle of the night. At 2 A.M. I “accidentally” turned the workout music on loudly, and sure enough, he woke up. I walked from window to window in my robe, making sure that from my body language it looked like I had too much energy. My delicate bra and panties couldn’t hold me in. I straddled the arm of a sofa and rocked on it a few minutes, watching his shadow move across his windows. I always quickly disappeared before he could orgasm. I did this again at 4, and again he woke himself up. Now he was already programmed to adjust his movements to taste more of my erotic teasing.

I kept this up for 5 days. It worked out easily with my slave and Internet routine. Oh yes, while I write to you on Yahoo IM and accept your praise and tributes, and go on for private video chat with my most generous and obedient slaves, he gets to see me in the same tight clothes, leather, whip in hand … and on one special time, doing my pedicure to truly torment him. But I made sure that he would never have enough time with me to orgasm. Hah, one time, when his mother was in the only room with him that can look in my office, I stayed around to torment him …then vanished when she left. So devilish.

The next day I made sure that he saw two of my Gorgeous Princesses come over. We went out on the deck and talked loudly enough about how disappointed it was when men did not last through the length of foreplay to get to the real hot sex. While I would not indulge in sex with them for viewing, I commanded them to put on a show for his training in the work out room. It was a natural progression of sexuality. I gave him not just a lesbian show … but one with Hentai and stunningly sexy latex dresses. One dress was right from the magazine he had dripped a cum stain on. But to keep him from coming too soon, I made sure that it could only be watched through some vertical blinds that would only open when blown by a moving fan. That night, I slept while my Princesses began a regular routine of depriving him of sleep to feed his growing addiction. I had them stuff his mailbox with fetish mail order offers – wicked, for his parents were upset and threw it out. He would retrieve it from the trash later. He was suffering withdrawals from tossing his porn stash. I replaced it with what fit my dominance. He got into the habit of making sure he got to the mail first.

I know that minds do not transform into the depth of erotic mind control that I demand that quickly. And my wicked techniques take some time. So I planned out my weeks ahead now that he got a taste of all I offer, or some of it, anyway. What I needed to do was reduce his sleep, which I had been doing for two weeks now, and at the same time, make him starve for a glimpse of me. So I shut most of my blinds, but kept some open. Each night I made sure that my Princess would turn on lights, and that he would spend hours in the dark trying to see me clearly. One of my more clever moments came when I had my Princess take out the trash from my office. I made sure that there were some references to some of my most powerful erotic ensnarement trances written down on scrap paper. They of course are my recordings, but I did not want him to know too much. He had not heard my voice much, so I disguised them with simple frequency modulation. I put them on a simple site with no links, knowing he would listen to them over and over. They included most of my BDSM MP3’s, plus my Saphireist, Experiment, Arousal, and Vampire recordings.

For yet another four days I was gone to my new home, though on computer with you all when there, and he never knew it. (This is my first house, closer to NYC.) My Princess kept notes on his movements. For I am too busy to devote that much time to him. I had a weekend off in New York compliments of a loyal Crossdresser who paid me for a two day shopping spree for his new Spring wardrobe.

While gone, I changed my training from orgasm denial to massive cum draining. During this time, I ordered one of my Princesses to stay over. I made sure she turned on the lights in various rooms. I had closed the blinds and sheer drapes just enough so he could never know it was not me. At 5 a.m., I had her go into the workout room … and begin to masturbate with the foam roller. The only light was from the television, and so it took him quite a while to get enough of a view to cum. Still, he had not learned the stages of denial that I demanded. I told my Princess to make sure that he got a chance to spread his cum over every window sill in the house by only appearing in the view of one window at a time. What this does is subconsciously force him mind to learn there is no place he can go and not think of cumming upon seeing the trigger I built in his mind – His Future Goddess with a whip in her hand, or playing with leather clothing, painting her toes – every orgasm was tied to a fetish I would amplify. The real treat came when I put bisexual dominance porn on my big screen. Oh, he must have had the binoculars out for that one, which I made sure played on and off from 3-6 a.mm. while his parents slept.

He is young, and according to records, he probably came 8 times a day. I had it set for every 3 hours. His body was being trained to produce more cum than normal, so that he was a slave to the cock I was quickly controlling.

The day upon my return, I sat outside, but with my back turned to his house as if to catch direct sun. I started in jeans and a long sleeved shirt, slowly showing more skin. His house was full of women over for a Tupperware party (that should have been a traveling dildo and vibrator party, they would make far more money, who cares what they store their jello in this year? Sheesh.) The shirt opened. The coolness made my nipples poke out of my thin bra so much that even from his distance I knew he could see this. Taking out the trash from what must have been every single trashcan in their house, I could see him dying to talk to me. I knew this was coming. The normal way a guy his age, even a shy one meets a girl is to say hi over the fence. Right before this could happen, I made sure that I went right back inside. I let him watch me prepare to go out shopping.

I opened my garage, and sure enough, he opened his. I went down the street to the major highway and he followed me in his Mom’s Ford Mini-Van. I knew he would. As I drove in my oversized dark glasses, I opened my blouse. Under it was a new tight black bra. I had dusted it with glittery powder that looked so good that I had to caress them. He came up alongside me at a light, and I could see his jaw drop out of the corner of my eye when my fingers began stroking my cleavage and then tempted my stiffening nipples. I drove 30 minutes, teasing him. I swear he almost got into three accidents trying to keep the right view. My destination? The best BDSM store in the state. I knew he would be too afraid to go inside. I had pre ordered my purchase anyway, and was back in my car in minutes. Imagining how hard his cock was when he saw his first real life domination jockstrap turned me on enough that I had to torment him some more by letting him watch me rest the new dildo – that would eventually be used on him – between my legs as I drove home. When I pulled out the leather jock, I could see his mouth drop open right before he had to hit the brakes to keep from rear ending … Oh, he’ll rear end sure enough, but not in a car. I then took off and made sure he could not view me again. I wanted that cock unsatisfied!

You know those cartoons when smoke comes off the heels of the Coyote? He climbed the stairs to his best lookout room about that fast, with smoke coming off his heels. But I would teach him unfulfilled cock torment that day. I dressed in my least sexy outfit – a poncho in fact, and spent my day at the computer with my on line servants.

Finally we came down to the serious mind play. I put a strobe light up in the exercise room. I waited until 3 a.m. when I knew his parents would never see this. The light turned on, and he rose from bed. My Errand Boy was upstairs watching his movements through binoculars and relaying to me what he was doing. I knew how quiet it was. And so my Princess and I went outside for a late night cup of tea. His window opened as we talked about how no one could be happy until they embrace their fetishes. The trigger words from my inductions were hitting all the right moments, and I knew he was responding by sinking into a light trance of obedience.

When I walked back inside, the Princess assisted me. I had dressed in a leather corset. As has she. We turned out the lights, making him ache for light for a full 5 minutes … then we turned on a strobe light. That was when Peter saw for the first time his fate in his fetish realm. My Princess led a Slave dressed in a leather jock strap up to the movable wall with the horizontal doweling rig, cleverly disguised but really my bondage wall. With us putting nipple clamps on him, I could feel his presence in the dark. I had given him a special induction that described this exactly, and knew that he was going into a trance, unable to jerk off. When a second slave appeared, and was forced to his knees, I knew that Peter was also according to reports from upstairs. The slave collar was a key temptation. I had it dangling from my fingertip, holding it up to one or the other slave, knowing that Peter was begging to wear it. He was going to learn that his position is not to have sex with me, but to serve a dominant man or woman, and let them force his fetish desires on him. My Princess and I took turns whipping both the collared man and the other kneeling slave. The foot fetish was brief, for that is not his biggest fetish. I had saved something special for him. All this time, my spotter upstairs in the darkest room gave me word that he had gotten out of his house … had actually opened up the back door, and sneaked to the fence. Now he could watch from only 20 feet away.

When the bound slave was finally released, the bottom slave draped himself over the padded bench. One of my favorite dominations is both oral and anal penetration by two women at the same time. I commanded the Top Slave to enter the Bottom from behind. Then, my Princess got in back of the Top, and I got in front of him. With his mouth and ass in the perfect position, I let her enter him first. This drove the Bottom crazy with anticipation. Slowly, I slide my vibrating strap on dildo into the Top’s mouth. I must say, that since I had never given such a corrupting show in my life, I got hot instantly. Soon, watching my gorgeous Princess reaching her climax made us both lose control. Our penetration sped up. I had timed this perfectly. Peter had dressed in a dark robe. But, when he tossed it off, I could see he was wearing a starter style leather body bondage and cock torture gig. I could see him, crouched on his hands and knees like a good Sub, sliding the big dildo he bought at the sex shop into his ass. This was enough to finish off my evening with a fantastic orgasm.

The moment that happened, the strobe light was turned off. Peter did not need to see any more. And the fun of voyeurism is never meeting. He had not learned that yet in his short life. I knew he went back inside, because his light turned on, and stayed on for the entire night. I saw he went to my website to listen to the recordings at dawn. I had planned it so that I was gone the next day, which was Friday. I left for three days. Not even a Princess was in the house. I knew this would not only drive him crazy, but give him time to make his own decisions.

So I had a slave stalk him when he went out locally for some cigarettes. This slave is quite charming, and within two nights, Peter had his first chance to enjoy a man in a submissive position. It was less than a week before Peter moved from the house. While he still went to church, he needed his own place to spread his new wings of deviance. My spies said he visited a few bondage bars until meeting someone of his choice. He shall never know the pleasure of being under my whip and breasts, for you cannot do this with a neighbor and not expect problems. I’m moving soon anyway.

For a voyeurism experience this delivered in ways most do not. I got to test my creativity, shape a mind, and gather some sexual power from yet another transformed slave.
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2008-Mar-7 - Deserving it "ALL"




Who deserves what goes both ways.  As you Goddess, I of course deserve it “all” … meaning, “all I desire.”   Each of you serves me in unique ways; however, you all share the fundamental areas of servitude.  Only by doing so will you get any attention.  Those of you who are wise enough to recognize the rare level of control and guidance I offer sacrifice all they can imagine to please me.  And it does have its rewards.   

In fact, I have a new top choice “Admirer”.   I’m always thinking of ways to penetrate his mind and reward his body, while training him to deeper admiration and experiences.  He has many attributes this Goddess enjoys:  honest admiration and expression, intelligence, flexible self definition, character enough to accept he is yearning before me, and generosity.   He is smart enough to know that if I am preoccupied with others, or tending to the dozen e mails I get daily asking me to be Goddess to strangers, I have less available time to those who truly deserve my attention and powers.   Money does not simply buy objects or services, it buys freedom in the form of time.   So to free my time for him, he made a generous tribute of $1,000 to me.   While I of course deserve this, I was delighted, for when a mere male has the brains to figure this out, and also has his attributes, it gives me patience and inspires my creativity to reach him.   You all benefit from his gesture, but are hidden in his shadow.   I then spend more time with him, and am designing special conditioning for him to amplify his rewards in admiring me.   I actually enjoy modifying his behavior and growing his understanding of all I can do for him because I am free to focus on him.  You all have no idea how many men and women appeal for my attention – smart ones understanding they must present something of value to me.   

You do not all have to give that much money.  Some of you cannot, and make up for it in other ways, serving my other needs.   I see potential in many of you to grow in your career with my guidance.  I also train you to push more in your life, so that you can serve me better.   Eventually the rewards can come from you, but you must recognize your position in the ladder of time-available for you.  Those who pester me for attention then trickle in nearly nothing, well, that is just not good business sense to waste time on them.  Others who are inconsistent require so much backstepping that it likewise is a waste of my time.   

I spend hour after hour inside to apply my goddess skills upon you men (mostly men.)   Other women of my beauty are strolling along, with no control or goals for their lives, shopping, eating, being lazy.   I was born for this role, and I step up to the sacrifices to become superior to other lazy women, and to you admirers and servants.   I am not a poser, and you should be neither.   A poser servant is one who blurts out what he thinks I want to hear, and does not back it up.  He is like the wimp wearing the leather jacket on a warm Sunday, being someone he is not.  I see through this too easily.   

Words come easy, actions prove the metal of the man.   I judge you not in how you start things, but in how you finish them.   I can tell when you sacrifice to learn my ways and gain favor, and pay attention to that.   I’m not looking for applicants, I’m looking for survivors , those who have what it takes to survive through the stages to total admiration, worship, servitude, and/or rewards.   And the rewards are unimaginable.  I will train your body and mind to achieve limits that others humans cannot.   Who else can do this for you? No one.  Only Goddess Saphire.   

My #1 Admirer will evolve so greatly in forms of pleasure and service that we both will know this was the best $1,000 he ever spent. And this is just the beginning for him.  Those of you who cannot afford this, you must present what you do offer me.  I feed off your sexual energy, and gain more power from the universe as you devote yourself to pleasing me.   Be honest, be yourself, and I will know if you deserve more of my attention.  Be creative in how you might serve me or admire me.   

First, you must increase you obedience on a noticeable arch.  That is most important.  Then, you must give enough that you sacrifice, for that is actually one element in evolving and controlling you to erotic fulfillment (if you have not figured that out already, Einstein.)  Are you an artist? Do you know one?   Can you illustrate my powers?  Are you connected to some industry that could serve me?  Are you stunningly handsome so that I can enjoy enslaving your cock and your body and mind and show you how superior women are to men?  Are you a genius with words or computer programming?   Do you have disposable income?   Do you have frequent flyer miles for my next vacation, or hotel credits?   

I WANT IT ALL.  Give it all, and you shall be the overjoyed one.  
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2008-Mar-7 - Honor Thy Goddess

Video can be seen here-------> Uncontrolling Drool



Scientists studying fish finally proved that in a school of thousands, it is always the same fish who lead, while the multitudes followed.   It doesn’t have to do with an ability to lead in a direction, it simply has to do with natural desire.  It is far more common for genes to shape a mind and soul to follow.  To command  the direction of others takes special talents, naturally given on a genetic level.   The fish who follow have an over-developed  talent to respond instantly to the gestures and sonic signs given off by the fish born to lead.   With man evolving from the oceans, it is easy to see why it is impossible for us to outgrow millions of years of evolution.  When the last fish were forced into leading, they lost motivation to live, forgot to eat, and stopped reproducing.   In essence, they were removing themselves from the gene pool.   As they should be.

And from this I understand why it is so easy for me to command my servants.    The very thought waves  I have project what you might call confidence or natural dominance, when in fact it surely emanates from deeper inside my being, and is received deeper in yours. Add to that the fact that I have focused all my power as a special human being toward dominating the world of men who are lucky enough to be around me.  Voila, you have my school of fishies, though I happen to prefer calling them Servants or in some cases Piggies, happy to thoughtlessly follow me.   I understand this, and am amused when I watch Servants get lost in the flow, knowing they can’t exist without me.  

But when  a Servant betrays me or denies me what is promised or expected, that is another matter.    Bitchboy suffered for this, as you are now about to find out.   Bitchboy had progressed smoothly, though he should have been more appreciative of his Goddess’ dedication, since he was truly pathetic without me before we met.   It was his greatest blessing to see in me his only path to fulfillment.   He earned his way into being my house bitchboy, serving me, tending to my needs, being my whipping boy when  I so desire. And in return, I evolved him, I showed him the horrors of his life in my views, and it devastated him to the point where he finally allowed himself to be who he really was deep inside. And for the first time, he found peace, fulfillment, and a reason to live and be who he was. I answered his question (as I do in so many) of “Why have I suffered all these events in my life.”  It was to prepare him for me, and so that he would appreciate the amazing world I offered.  

You would think that he would be forever grateful.   And he was, for some time. Then one day, he disappeared without finishing his duties.  His list was days long, and he vanished.   I know wandering hits people, even  a bitchboy as promising as he was … for I had taken him quite a way in training.  In fact, one of my deepest conditionings is triggered with a snap of the finger.   His desire to please me is so great, that he is reduced to near animal existence – but this brings amazing pleasure that if you have not felt it, you could not understand why  it is so intoxicating.   The Experiment needed to be induced into him to fully transform him, and The Experiment developed well.  Well enough so that I have him performing any deed  I wish on camera.   With two snaps of my finger, I reduce him to pure animal lusting, drool streaming from his mouth.   So how could he possibly think he could find any reason for living without me?    I had to let life take its toll on him in the meantime. And it did.

Shortly after disappearing, his body became bound by its desire to be with me, it became uncoordinated.   A sudden ill placed and timed effort was all it took, and he tore his Achilles Tendon, badly enough to end up in the hospital.   While this was not directly my doing, the subconscious mind finds many ways to force the body to do what it is programmed to do.   He was so deeply under in pain killers that his subconscious was craving me but his body was unable to move.   That is when I found him.  I called his hospital room, and upon answering, I snapped my finger once.  His mind woke up.  I snapped again, and the drooling began.  I enforced it deeper and deeper with every second of my voice, and slowly, his entire body came alive.   He is still hobbled, but as he shook off his drugs, he became aware of how much his body and soul needs me to thrive.   This is the control level a true goddess exists to exploit and direct.   

After some time, his mind, body, and soul found its way back again, but not without some penance and torment.   Now he lives in fear of revealing to the world his true reason for living, and his many ways of serving me.   I have captured it on video. And this is enough to fill him with obedience and block any idea of being free of me. An Uncontrolling Drooling. In his mind. His hands are tied and useless. I do not do this for my own pleasure, though I love seeing him and any man tremble, especially when they disobey me.  I do this for his own good, to cut off any distracting thought of seeking answers where they do not exist.  

I am the center of his reason for being, his center of awareness, knowledge, lust, pleasure, evolution, and health.   There is no other source.

A true Goddess knows when  to punish, and knows when life and the cosmos will do her punishing for her, with torn Achilles Tendons if needed. Or just ask my Cumslut, who distanced himself from me, only to find his need so great, his addiction to pleasure so advanced, that his back seized up every night in yearning.   He did not link the two, but the symptoms disappeared the day he began showing his devotion to serving me.  The Experiment in him had a lot to do with this, for it never sleeps, and was growing even as he slept and denied his needs for me.  When I triggered the Experiment, it rose up so strong in him that it stunned him.   And I have just begun my second level of empowering the Experiment.   My recordings do some of this for me, but the rest comes directly from me. If anyone wants to hear just how amazingly fulfilling and erotic the Experiment makes your life of servitude to your Goddess, just ask him.  

My Bitchboy will earn his way back into full favor and then I will continue my transforming of him into what he desires.  Take heed wishful servants – there is no escape once your soul tastes my control.   You punish yourself when you try to cut off you source of guidance and pleasure on my level.   And whether you are led back by injury, the cosmos, lust or weakness, you will come back, and beg to be allowed to suffer to my inner circle again.   
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2008-Mar-4 - Foot Fetishists Beware







Your Goddess is far too aware of how your mind works, how it craves and evolves, for you to hold back within your safe sexual boundaries. Mere foot “models” deliver less satisfaction than a mannequin – you seek The One, the Only Goddess, that understands your haunting, your hunger, your needs to nurture what is more than a lust in you. It is your very identity, more real than a title on a kinky desire. Your desires can only be fulfilled by Goddess Saphire, the One who will daily make your ability to enjoy your fetish grow with your deepening surrender to me and my stunning, sexually charged perfect feet. Yes … that’s it … give in and watch my brief tease of foot worship, for it lets you accept that what you really want is more of my feet and mind control. Yes, my Little Foot Piggies, my feet make you weak, make you pour out all your sexual energy so that I become even more of a Goddess Over Your Fetish. It is your mind that must be expanded and controlled, and led beyond the safe limits you set upon it while embracing your need to worship my toes, my arches, my soft skin and delicate bone structure. While you watch me slowly spread lotion on them, making you engorged with pleasure, my words penetrate those walls you set up, my visuals plant the deep subconscious surrender that allows your fetish to grow beyond what you could possibly imagine. My mind is so much more powerful and in control of this fetish than any woman you’ve met, far more than you could bear – this is what you have been seeking.

My lucky Foot Worshippers attest after paying for one of my personally-tailored hypnotic sexual videos that I blow their mind more powerfully than they have ever blown their load. After one session worshipping and letting me penetrate your walls keeping you from total unbounded pleasure, the journey will begin. I know its destination, my only question is, do you have the sexual energy and money to go to your ultimate goal? One Servant, a happy slave to my feet, experienced this, and knows his greatest investment in his life is surrendering his greatest pleasure to me to evolve into something that only the gods could give man. Panting and throbbing while you lick and sniff and adore my feet is only the icing on the cake … for the true dessert is what I create inside of you, which is a doorway to a whole new universe of sexual embracement of your cravings. I plant a garden of intoxicating toes, perfectly painted to your erotic delight, deep in your mind and soul, and watching it grow beyond your control feeds me natural talent to seduce you into total submission and servitude. You will drop to your knees in front of my video, unable to stop your mouth and hands from servicing my perfect pedestals. Oh yes, that is just where it begins, you mind will literally shut down if you can suffer through the pleasure of three or four of my specialized sessions. My faithful Servants understand – THEY PAY TO PLEASE, pay gladly, grandly, to the point of aching for another foot worship to Goddess. Charity (free teases) does not exist in my realm of rewarding control. The more you pay, the deeper I take you, the more amazing the experience. Like all my Fetish Specialties and Powers over you, the only words that will escape your lips after I exhaust you to your delight will be “Anything for You.” And I will indeed test your limits, for I know that I my talents are unique, beyond any woman you have ever met, and I will be rewarded to the limits that please me.
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2008-Feb-23 - New Virtual Erotic Inductions@ www.erotic-bdsm-hypnosis.com




Is there joy being the jester for the cruel? One struggles to deny his own pleasure as he's humiliated an mocked for her  and her friend's amusemnt. He is a bitchboy, and he knows he shouldnt love it





Blood flows from one to another. Learn about the bond that runs vein deep. Another's life's blood runs through you, and two become a parasitic one.






Continuued humiliation for her for her pleasure. Why does the abuse satisfy something within so perfectly






The continued twist in the eros of blood ties. The contract is inked in blood. The lust goes beneath the flesh.
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2008-Feb-23 - Dungeon of Dreams









I shall begin at the ending … “My dreams are not yours, or even imaginable to you, yet, your dreams shall be realized down these stairs as well.”

A well crafted home, set in its own sanctuary of an acre of rolling grass and trees – the mere words of such a setting fulfill a lifelong dream for a great majority of Americans.   So imagine my thrill as my drive gives me my first glimpse of my new estate, for I shall surely imagine your nervous thrills  in the near future … blindfolded and ball-gagged not just to add to your fear and obedience, but also to keep this location a secret.  The neighbors, too distant to hear the screams of those tortured at the hands of your Goddess, shall be completely unaware that a portal to Hell is being delved within their quiet enclave in the woods.  This being my second house and one secret from all but those who worship their Deity of Divinity, everything about it is structured to enhance my power, and decorated to accent my wickedness.   The facts should be clear to any of you lucky enough to be commanded to perform for this Goddess, that I bought this not only because it’s a beautiful house, but for its DUNGEON.  

Yes, your Goddess found a house with a stone wall dungeon.  One that shall be designed according to years of careful planning.  Come Servants, come Cumslut, and Slave Puppies, Bitch Boys, and Lunatics.   Come all of you who fill out applications to be Saphireists and pass my judgment.  Come when I call upon you to prove your devotion and ability to obey and serve.  Devote your energy to not steering off your path, and you MIGHT be given the gift of my presence.   Once you are commanded here … well, let’s just say that there is no limit to my imagination, and I have yet to be totally satisfied with any Worshipper until after they have suffered days to condition them to my liking.   Ask them how fair this is, because they are begging to return for more even before I shut the door on their whip marked ass!  

But for now, give yourselves the treat of imagining what is will be like for you.  Step down, down the stone stairs with me.  Let my Chair of Obedience be the first thing you see.  What happens in the Chair of Obedience?   HAHAHAHAHAHA.  My secret, your future pain is all I shall say now.  The stockade is on your left, ringed by my cages that prove my ownership of you.  The wall chains and suspension rack, waiting and ready.  Are those drops of blood beneath the whipping pole?   Guess as I ball gag your mouth and prepare you for pleasure and training.  The dungeon is shaped so that from your position restrained in a number of dominance machines, I can sit in the darkness, just outside your ring of light. You shall feel me, but not see me. This shall torment you to no end!  I observe you as hour after hour ,your will, mind, and soul crack under my pressure, under my merciless mind control .. mind control that you will beg for more of, and mind control that you shall know as the best thing that ever happened to you.  And beyond … far down the length of the room, past pictures of your Goddess in poses so seductive that you will never see them on my website, but only until you are before me … past various objects devoted solely to my pleasure and your conditioning … there in the end sits my Throne.  Yes, a Throne for your Goddess.  A Throne upon which I set, and before it you kneel, crawl, prostrate, sweat, cry, beg, and amuse.   No other Goddess of Mind Control shall have anything to compare with my combination of  website conditioning process (before you are summoned) followed by my  dungeon of reward (reward = your pain and my pleasure).   Everything about me is far superior, I hear it every day, and so shall be my Dungeon.  The energy, the amplification of dominance and mind control, she be the last sensation you remember feeling before it takes over your mind and soul entirely and takes them to that destination BEYOND the point of no return.  

Speaking of those who might be summoned … high on the list, in fact, a prerequisite for those summoned, is complete submission to my greatest erotic hypnotic induction:  The Experiment.  Yes, it is rather new, but already, even overnight, the results are mind blowing even to your Goddess.  I envisioned and then shaped my words, visuals, and audio to perfection, knowing it would surely take control of anyone listening.  But my oh my, how deeply and quickly it works – this cocktail of my voice, my devilish erotic mind controlling text, flash visuals that trigger your mind to open to me, and an MP3 with the most soothing background music you can imagine.  You will have to read my description of The Experiment on my Script and MP3 pages to learn more about them, but, you can only really understand once you listen. And you may only have to listen once to begin the addiction and process.  I do not know, because it seems to work on the more open, intelligent, and complex minds.   Hmmmm, shall you put yourself through that test? Any skeptics of the powers of Goddess Saphire out there?  Yes?  Then please listen once … listen twice … I am patient, but your hungry mind shall soon be ravenous for more listening.  More surrender and transformation.  Several Servants tried it out already, and I’m more than pleased with the unanimous results.  The eroticism and rewards build exponentially the more times you listen to it. Just ask my Cumslut.  

Cumslut, oh Cumslut?   Ah!  Perhaps he is too busy listening yet AGAIN to my Experiment.  I waited until my Candle Induction had taught him the meaning of truly deep trance, and then let him listen to my MP3 of The Experiment. I actually had him in mind all through the process, along with several of you other worshippers that served me so well. I added in little bits for each one of you, yes, made sure that behind the obvious is a special ingredient tailored just for you.  You shall not be aware of it on my level, but after enough change in you, the address to your specific reality and lust and weakness shall reveal itself to you.  When Cumslut asked me how many times he is allowed to listen, I told him what I shall tell you all – “How many can you handle.”  This is NOT for the weak of devotion, for it is so intense and erotic that you can feel it spreading within you mind and body.  

It was only days ago, Wednesday night, before Thanksgiving, that I allowed him his first listen.  I knew that he could not hold himself back, and would listen to it two or three times before dawn.   While I was enjoying my Thanksgiving with relatives and at my new second dungeon lair, his mind was gradually forming a foreign entity, designed by Goddess Saphire.  Another reality for his entire personality to be formed anew to my designs and demands, to my fetishes and lusts.  Yes, it has begun.   He salivates, he foams at the mouth for more turns at the Experiment.  He has earned this with an entire year of thorough conditioning and dedication to pleasing his Goddess.  And remember, from previous posts, this is not a natural submissive, or a won believer in mind control.   I took him from scratch – a worthy piece of property but only if I could break him down to nothing but confusion, obedience, and adoration, and build him up into something of value and desire for me.  While he has not always responded perfectly, his devotion to transforming for me has grown steadily.  The results are obvious.   I have changed his body, making it do and consume and produce exactly what I want in the way of endorphins, dopamine, lust, love, and cum.   So it is no wonder that he is progressing so smoothly toward my most wicked, selfish, unimaginably rewarding goal.  Rewarding also to him. Yes, this is the reward that those who truly devote themselves to their Goddess get from the Deity they worship.   

Just as my website is far more complex and rewarding than any other erotic mind control Domme’s website, so are the real rewards that I shall soon deliver into Cumslut’s life.  For soon, he shall be more than a Cumslut, he shall be so many serving Personalities for me. Each one shall be completely controlled by a need and talent to perform as their title requires.  Each title craves a specific mental/erotic pleasure, that I shall give back in such volume it shall drown the receiving in bliss while I drain even more of their sexual power.  What shall it feel like?   Like something superhuman … like a 24 hour slow releasing orgasm.   I shall keep these titles a secret, for each of you has your own series of titles if you are so honored with the chance to go through to the end of my Experiment.    Soon, my Cumslut shall be evolved into a half dozen talents, all of them used at my whim to serve me.  

You all should read his texts, and hear his voice.  You can feel the desire, and already the reward, pulsing through every word.   He has only partial awareness of what is happening to him or what his goal shall be, and he cares only for more of The Experiment.   His conscious and subconscious minds both know the incredible satisfaction, the erotic bliss, they shall experience once they listen enough to allow the creation within them to reach completion.  It is a truly beautiful thing to witness from my end.  Where once there was nothing but vague thought and confusion, now there is a being of purpose and function existing alongside, sometimes above and sometimes below, his day to day persona.  

His days are busy, but more and more he is finding time to listen to the Experiment yet again.  I know his routine, and he listens to it before bed, with the words ringing in his ears as he sleeps.  Little does he know just how vast the root system is that I implanted in his mind.  All he knows is that the sensual bliss he feels while listening and allowing this change to occur is massively addicting.   He goes out to social events, and I know that in an hour, or two, what I have trained into him with this Experiment shall grow restless and wish to surface, to act out, to serve me – just as your Foot Fetish, or your Feminization, yearn to be released.   Yet ten times more powerful, ten times more real and fulfilling as he surrenders to The Experiment more and more.    Soon, he shall know what I mean in all the passages of this Experiment, for he shall become My Experiment – thoroughly devoted to serving me in any form or persona that I program into him, and so overwhelmingly engulfed in pleasure in the process.

Yes, this simple house in the woods shall be known world wide as the Throne for the most powerful Goddess, Goddess Saphire, as she holds the key to a gateway to hell – a helluva a lotta pleasure, a helluva a lot of you being dragged kicking and screaming so far beyond your limits of eroticism and servitude that you will simply have to continue through my programming and experience it in person, upon my summons.  

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2008-Feb-23 - My Own Private Dancer



















My own private dancer.   Yes, a Stripper, working for me, his Goddess.  A hunk of flesh, surrendered to  sexual needs, to the need for attention,  to strip to turn you on.  Confident on stage, truly turned on to the point that it’s wet where it should be, the sexuality radiating off the hot body to consume the audience with pheromones  of pure lust.   The first words out of someone’s mouth would normally be, “How Sexy,” or “I need that,”  or “How cool.”  This truly is a great sexual high, to have a stripper who – to the very core – needs you to cum while watching, exists only to pleasure your visual erotic hungers.   The right word is, “Ca-Ching!” for your Goddess.  But the sexual delight  it’s giving my Servant, who I shall call Saphires Voyeur, and his audience,  is the true endless value in this.   Oh, and how very much his audience  enjoys  they’re  watching  someone  that is more turned on in the stripping than they are makes them lust for more.    It truly is one of the hottest private strip shows on the Net … ahh, but I get ahead of myself, and he shall prove it to you in video.   

That’s right.  HE.  I have turned  a man, who had fixations on strippers  and his own sexuality, into the hottest  nympho  hunk you’d imagine.   His confessions of erotic pleasure  after every strip would shock Penthouse Forum!  


Voyeur came  to me with what seemed like the most innocent  hope: that he would be less inept with women, more confident, and more sexually inspiring.    Right from the start, I knew he had a few essential ingredients I had been waiting to abuse.  

He has a very nice, tight body, which I have worked out even more until it’s a sight to behold.  He truly does have, or rather, DID have, a feeble, inept way of appealing to women.  In reality, he had almost no appeal, and considering he’s good looking, he was pathetic without me.  And, he was humiliatingly broke.  Always counting his pennies on the dresser between paychecks.  Without money, confidence, a good social game,  and guidance, his body meant little to women.  Oh, but I had the cure, all right.   

I would turn him into a gyrating sex machine, the lust he feels inside turned into pure animal sexual beats , driven by music.   The release he feels transfers over the screen, and it’s truly hot, even to me, to watch what I have created.  

It started with identifying his awe of strippers.  I knew that I could use my mind control to infuse that into his own mind.  As we had a few Inductions, he knew my voice and style was what he had wanted all his life. Now he had it.  I began training his body, pushing it to give more to others through sexual expression, movement, and release.  The conditioning was diverse, and always erotic for him.  I truly was re mapping his brain to identify all stages  of his learning, and his movements in front of the camera, as a sexual feast for his audience. And, that he would gain his sexual confidence and erotic release more with every dance.   

It’s funny, how awkward dancing becomes MTV style moves, simply by removing inhibitions and lack of confidence.   I coached him, released the inner dancer in him, while building up his body and sexual hunger to perform.  Men and women, both would be his audience.   He progressed well, then suddenly it was like his entire being disappeared and was replaced by a hunk of sexuality, existing only to make his audience cum by his moves and intensity.  

I tested him out on some very hard to please Goddesses who understand, and viewed him myself until he forced pleasure in me exactly as I would demand of his audience.  

So I had solved his two goals:  more sexual presence, and  more confidence.  Now, I had to solve his money problems.  You see, he did not know that once he was my mental slave, he would be working for his Goddess. That’s right.  When he strips, he is paid. And he gives most of that, happily, to his Goddess, the one who took him from being a pathetic hot body, and made him a sexual dance demon.  

Imagine it from your perspective.  You spend your entire day needing a sexual high, a release or something that feeds your fetishes. You know that you get that  visually, but, there is a need for the experience to be mutual. You need to know that the stripper is as out of control with sexual high as you are.   Meanwhile, across the country, this seemingly conservative  30 year old, chiseled body banker, has a subconscious slowly building up a need to feed his nympho  addiction to stripping for you.  Both pressures  reach a boiling point by the time you are both in front of the cams.  

Voyeur channels  Goddess’ spirit and control into his mind moments before he goes on line.  You find him. Thank God he’s on line!   His fees are well worth it.  He and you are wet with excitement.   The lighting is perfect. The music adds to the sexual experience. Then he starts … starts dancing, his eyes glazing over in pure sexual overload.  His body moves, building up a huge reserve of cum as his body is trained to produce more cum the more you watch and get turned on.  He’s trained to tune out everything in the world except building your sexual high.  It’s obvious, you’ve never  seen a man so sexually high and sharing this with you.  He can’t stop what I have programmed into him, and wouldn’t if he could – surely you won’t.  

His performance builds and builds, to your designs, adding in your personal fetish moves or clothes.  His body becomes slick with sweat, showing his sexual focus and peaks.  He locks his eyes on you, knowing how much you both need the connection of his erotic performance to release in a huge orgasm.  He is trained to come  on command, as many times as I deem correct, and that means, he is trained to please  you in this course to pleasure.  And I must say, that I pushed his body to look hard enough to please even his Goddess.   

I have turned his poverty into plenty… his failures into erotic highs … and made him a service to the hundreds out there every night that lust for a male stripper that not only gets off on what he does, but has all the erotic power of a man infused with the sexuality of a Goddess in him.  Insatiable, limitless erotic  pressure is released in every dance.  

Through the genius of your Goddess, I have given the world the ultimate  voyeuristic sex toy!  Plug it into your mind, sit back, and let it rock your sexual world.

Saphires Voyeur is available for shows at my convenience(email me for inquiries)...Good Job Bitchboy..Keep doing it well for your Goddess. Your funds are coming in quite handy.......
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2008-Feb-23 - Congratulations It's A Girl!!!!!














Not just any girl.  A transformed  Servant,  a creature  designed by the infusion of my energy,  a man who had faith in the powers of his Goddess.  And now, after delivering  to him his dream, his lifelong obsession – correcting his reality to free him to be what he yearns to be – I own him.  No one could be more pleased than he is … well, except for of course  your Goddess, ravenous  for new minds and souls.  

All she had to do was … totally give in … let me closer … let me enter her completely.  

The scars of childhood, with its emotional  crashes,  may have led to this on its own. But my Baby Girl I believe was born with an identity split between being a man or a woman. She was born with the body of a man,  and lived with this for decades.  But then, reminders  in her world awakened the  female spirit more  and more.   How do they start? Where do they come from? You’ve got to be kidding. Look around.  The female form in advertising is stunning.  Any man with an iota of feminine in him, especially the desire to cross dress and see himself adorned and made up so well, cannot  deny his need for long.  Example?  

Flashback.  Victoria Secrets … standing in front of mannequin  #1 in the window. Isn’t she sexy?  Hmm, how would that feel, those panties, that bra?   Could I pose like that?   Oh and those heels, how sexy, how delicate I’d have to be to walk in them.  Wait, um, I better just think about  that Valentine gift for my girlfriend, because  I can’t deal with this sort of imagination.  

But, you cannot deal without living up to your need to be a woman. That impulse has proven to be so strong that it exists underground in every era, every society, since civilization began. The male  need to be a woman, to feel the power and wonder of womanhood, is timeless, and one of the most powerful motivators  to change.  Those who say people  don’t change have not dealt with – a) a truly longing cross-dresser,  b) someone with equal male/female identities, c)  me, your Goddess of supernatural powers.  

Baby Girl found me from his little computer  at home.   Oh, he had already realized his need to dress as a woman.  He has sneaked those little pieces of lingerie he hid.  He had worn them, paraded in front of the mirror.  He was doing this to accentuate his more feminine features.   Learned to do make up on himself.  And he felt the sweet taste of this transformation removing an y responsibility for acting such a way.  It was fleeting though.   He misdiagnosed himself.  He was not a simple surface dresser, and was not looking for any old female form to mimic.   His needs ran all the way past bone deep, to the very core of his soul and mind.  Only I could see that, and, see what he needed as a model for himself.  

His transformation could have been easy and swift.  But, the thrill Baby Girl felt when I put her under trance was dwarfed by his fear of being discovered, and what this all meant to his masculinity.  He would disappear for weeks at a time.  A whole month.   He knew from our first time that I was the one, the one who could deliver his ultimate  need and truth.  And this terrified him.  Going through the point of no return, that point where he could never forget how important this is to him, was indeed monumentally frightening.  

I would take  him back because  I had tasted the benefits of owning him, of being the one responsible  for totally transforming someone so close yet so resistant  and flightly.  

He disappears on and off , then appeared, apologizing, in his own way.   This was the breaking point for me.  Either he went all the way, or he didn’t. I knew enough about him to identify, this is the type of man who needs a key motivator – fear! I had his life in my hands  if I so chose.

Before I moved in that direction, I had to take him one more time to a much deeper reality and reward.  I altered my hypnotic control, but he doesn't need it … and gave him an intense feeding of his dream, his real identity released in the most amazing form he could imagine.  I had set him on course to recognize that if he lets me take control of his mind and will, he will transform into a version of the one woman he adores most – his Goddess.  That’s right.  I would allow him the time to feel the level of female passion, power, and sexual fulfillment that Goddess Saphire feels, but only slightly.  A partially empowered clone, if you like.  Then once this set in, the joy of it, I let him spring the trap by trying to retreat.   I say “him” now because it was before his total surrender. Soon he became what he is in reality – “her”. Baby Girl.

“I will not tolerate  your disappearance!   I present to you the greatest gift a man needing to transform into a woman could dream to have, and it’s before you.  A lesser Goddess would leave you to your own weakness.  But I chose you out of your greatest  need and I will not allow you to discard my gift.  I shall force you to become what you are destined to become.”  She was not sure what I meant. Then the phone  rang at her house. I knew her roommate, a close friend and someone  in his same line of work, would answer.  She was terrified. She knew that I could destroy her life. And I should have, for living it as a lie. I hung up, then gave her/him an earful of fear that shook him free from this lie of a life he is living.  “If you ever show any apprehension again, I will divulge everything to your roommate. And worse yet, I shall leave you forever with the awareness  of how amazing it felt to be fully a woman.  Do you understand me?”  She was too humiliated to answer.  Then, I told her the reward after he agreed to this deal.  “I will force you to become  a woman on such a complete level, that I will OWN YOU.   And I don’t even care to wait for your reply.  I am taking control, NOW.  I OWN YOU!”

This is what she needed.  Responsibility for her transformation taken from her.  

She had no choice at all by this time.  I had the power, I had the secret, I had the means, I had her future, life, soul, mind, and reality in my hands.  

But oh, this could have ended in so many varied bad ways. Instead, she is in his dream! Living it!  

I now control her reality.  Through focused mind control, training, and obedience, I will now turn her into the greatest example of female sexuality anyone in her mindset could hope for.  

She is overwhelmed with pleasure, totally whole and fulfilled now, for once.  She adores  me, has faith in me, and is so pleased to be owned in return.  And for me , the reward is obvious.  I own her.  I control all her sexual identity, her pleasure, and I shall continue to push her beyond her limits in all erotic realms.  



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